Looks like I'm updating my blog more frequently. Haha. I am very sure you guys are preparing for upu, matriculation and etc intake at the end of May and this June. Sebenarnya, mood aku dalam persimpangan dilema. Ya, masih lagi dalam persimpangan yang entahlah. Idk I make the wise decision, or vice versa. Walaupun masa nak bayar yuran dekat BSN hari tu, aku macam, err betul ke apa yang aku buat ni? T_T
People told me this and that, the pros' and cons if I took this and that. Let it be as unknown, I don't want my blog become a debate competition with a title : UPU, Matriculation, Dip, STPM, which one is better? Pfft. Everyone has their own opinion, mannn -,- Urgh, sumpah. Pening. I hate making choice. I hate this feeling to the max. I should know where I am, what I supposed to do on this phase (itu pentingnya cita-cita) Baca satu-satu blog ada yang buat semangat aku down sikit. Ada yang buat semangat naik tinggi menggunung. I'm still in doubt, 50-50. Critical zone. Deserve to be in the ICU. -..-'
So, I did my Istikharah prayer. I need to find the answer regarding to this doubtful feeling.
Semalam, jumpa cikgu-cikgu dekat sekolah. They asked me what I'd like to take to further my studies after this? I told them, I've got offered from Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor, which is situated at Banting but in 2 years program. (why mannn -,-) Well, at least be grateful. Allah just want to give me a second chance to improve myself so use it properly, Fizah. Alhamdulillah :). There are lots of my friends who wants to be in matriculation program but the luck wasn't on their side. Ramai cikgu menggalakkan kitorang ambil matriks, fast track to degree cos they are very sure we can do well there (in case if you're struggling very hard, everything would be fine, insya Allah) even we'll get into working phase around 4 or 5 years later.
Let's proceed to the result. *drum rolls*
Here it is, Insya Allah, the next destination and my new beginning would be at Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor on 28th May 2012 which is 10 DAYS more to gogogogogo~. SCARY. The feeling of anxiety, excited, sad and happy, blends. Me so scary. Idk why, huh -,-
Nanti fixie sesama weh. LULZ.
Paling tak tahan, berpisah dengan family dan kawan-kawan. Macam tak percaya kita semua dah besar, bawa haluan masing-masing. K nanti sebelum aku fly (ceh fly lah sangat) aku buat entri lagi, takmo sedih-sedih sekarang ni. Oh ye, paling penting, aku takkan lupa bawa bantal busuk aku, sumber inspirasi. Muahahaha. *kantoi*
Hai, my name is Ain Sofiya. *Adik Ain, I'll miss you like krayzie.*
Once I'll be there, masa ni juga nak pulun habis-habisan. Revealing the real Fizah, cehhh. Apa pun, rezeki masing-masing. Aku percaya pada perancangan Allah. Tak kisahlah sambung dekat mana pun, janji kita belajar. Menempuh masa depan yang belum pasti lagi, menentukan siapa kita suatu hari nanti.
Be positive, girl.
Yang penting, jangan tinggal solat - (Teacher Norliah, 2012)